I’ve made many mistakes and caused pain, but God knows how much He’s shielded my wife from seeing my worst. She has stood by me, even when I’ve been less than deserving, she’s been through so much for me, sacrificing more than I ever deserved. She has stood by me, even when I’ve been less than deserving. Through every trial, every sacrifice.

I need to stop letting my ego and flaws control me. I need to be better for her and for our future. She deserves someone who is patient, understanding, and willing to change. 

To the woman who has given me everything, I will become the man worthy of her heart. I pray that God continues to grant me the strength to do so, and I hope one day she’ll see the change she so rightfully deserves. I love you, forever and always Ani.

Syukur

I constantly remind myself how blessed and fortunate I am to have a job. No matter how stressful work gets, and stress is just part of its nature. I must accept that this is adulthood. 

It’s my responsibility, something I must embrace, not avoid. Whenever I feel overwhelmed, I remind myself that I chose this path, I love what I do. This is my responsibility, and I am grateful to have this job. So, alhamdulillah.